HARRY'S LIFE

H.Figueroa

 

 

Hey I'm posting this so that I could get the attention of as many people as I can as possible,  so I made the decision to post this repeatedly before I even post this for the first time.

Since New years day ive felt as if Our world is in a Very Rough time right now for example.

1.    While at hometown it was reported that a chunk of ice the     size of manhattan has fallen off into the ocean in a remote part of canada.

2.    I left My home town at 4:00am  january 3rd(Bronx,Ny) tempature 45 degrees f.  

3.    January 5th cherry blossoms bloom (I dont know about botinacs but that is a whole season off from usually blooming the beginning of december.

4.     January 6th the tempature in NYC was recorded at 72 degrees f. 

There is something like 40,000,000,000 people on myspace and if I am off a zero it is still a stagering number.  Those who are on it have connections to those that don't have a myspace and just use e-mail which could lead to the word spreading outside the internet .  Each person knows someone and the more people get the message maybe, just maybe it will click somehow.

In order for us to help our planet survive steps must be taken to end what needs to end in order for anything to work. By everyone

Laws have to be passed so that cars would be converted, traded in,scraped or other in order to lessin carbon emitions,  there are options such as the hybrid car but its not being produced fast enough.  All cars produce carbon and would have to have restrictions such as not being able to run the vehicle for a restricted amount of time. I own a car myself which makes me part of the the problem (I also feel that I should be able to get a hybrid vehicle by 2007 being that its so many years since announcing the production.  Producing The vast amounts needed so that everyone should be able to own one is possible if something like The production of weapons such as nuclear or other technologies can end and the money would go to researching the ressurection of our planet.  Something like that would have to happen in every nation around the world going to as high as those who are looking down at the world from a position of power in their nation be it Isreal, England, China,Canada,US,  the list goes on and on. 

reducing the need for private transportation is something that can be done  around the world.  In certain states Major cities in the U.S. have great transportation such as california and NYC.  I am pretty sure that in new york there are enough officers in the force to put two  in every train (front and rear car for example) to patrol key stops along the trains route.  The many people that live in the metro area of these major cities have no need for private transportation. It takes major planning to create a working flowing transit system while preventing and relieving overcrowding and crime, being the major reason people do not like public transportation other then bad time management.  The things I have discussed are be all means major , drastic and far fetched but,  if not done together all at once for the good of each other to live our lives nothing will happen ever and we will not give future oppurtunities for other lives to be lived, life is amazing and the ability to give life strength is something Supernatural.

Al Gore was vice President and held a position of power in his home government , now that he is not currently in office still holds a position of power,due to his accomplishments. He turned his attention on this subject of the earths melt down and global warming. He produced a documentary The Inconvenient Truth which explains in detail of the dangers we face right now in our life time.  I have seen the film a month ago and now see the signs for myself in one short week.  Talks on the news about countries at war can only make me think, if only all these countries decided to help all others around the globe to make life easy for everyone on it.  Even myspace has power,  What if everyone on the myspace network were to give 5 to maybe 10 dollars towards the start of a research team commited to our planet so that we ensure that our space is never destroyed , our real space planet earth.  Think of a future where internet is broadcasted in space and traveling through it is a breeze (space that is), we have the power to give time to the lives that can make such dreams possible. The growth of the internet is only becuase of people putting their time into it, so much so that a new form of I.P address has been developed to stop the calapse of the internet.  Maybe if those who did so could help stop the collapse of our planet we can nurse it back to strength.

this task is not easily accomplished but all cultures,and people of power should understand what helping one another is instead of creating violence,chaos,destruction,curuption,murder,and deception. For the thousands of years before our lifetime this planet has been been in fierce wars with cultures against cultures in the persute of power , wealth or greed.  It would take an equal amount of time to resurrect our planet and restoring its energy.

WELL WHAT CAN I SAY THE LAST 2 MONTHS HAVE BEEN THE BEST THAT I CAN REMEMBER AND SCHOOL IS COMING ALONG.  CLASSES ARENT GETTING ANY EASIER BUT MY DRIVE IS SPEEDING UP AND PEOPLE SEE IT.  MY GAME IDEA IS SICK AND I JUST NEED TO DEVELOP STORYLINE AND MORE LEVELS AND THAT IS WHAT IM DOING NOW.  IM LEARNING HOW DO DESIGN LEVELS IN UNREAL EDITOR AND I CAN USE 3D MAX 8 PRETTY GOOD.  CATALYST IS THE SPOT STILL EVEN THOUGH I DONT GO MUCH BUT THE PEOPLE THERE SURE ARE REAL NO MATTER WHAT.  CONGRATULATIONS VICKY AND JOEY!!!! YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO LOVE IT.  WORK IS GOING WELL AND YES ITS TAX TIME SO ILL FEEL JUST A TINY BIT BETTER.  NEW YORK , NEW YORK  IT WAS FUN TO SEE YA AND KEEP IN TOUCH.  ONE LUV EVERYONE.  ONE LUV

WHY IS IT PEOPLE CALL OTHERS WORDS THAT DO NOT DESCRIBE THE PERSON BUT YET ONLY THEIR VIEW OF THE PERSON.

I know there are more people then me that have gone through this.  When people in your family see you one way and will never change there views no matter how much you try and prove to them that their views are not true.  Quietly you do things to see if you catch their attention , but you dont.  The second you do something to prove their views they remember that though and call you on it.  Forget all the little things that you did to try and prove them cuz they dont matter due to the fact that no one ever noticed.  A person can leave and not be around the people that view them a certain way and yet still see no change because in their minds you are that one way and that one way only.  I remember being home and walking to my mothers house wishing that the things i do to get noticed and change my families views of me get noticed,  that feeling made me not want to be around because it would be better that way.  I went home and had a great time and was with the people that i love.  I am back down south and reminded of the times that i thought that being away from everyone was the best idea.  I think it is.  No one sees me as I really am now.  They think that a year and a half away didnt change me any and that they know me as if i never changed.  I admit that i havent changed a lot about me but i did change. The fact of the matter is , is that I love my fam and its funny how family always is quick to tell you your faults.  They say that they wish i was there still and i wonder if that is really true.  Who wants me in New York besides my moms.  I know they want me down here to be successful but if i were to be successful in the Bronx would they want me there anyways.  I noticed that the people that i thought were my friends really werent and the ones that are, are few.  I will never stop loving my fam but its just easy to see who really cares (this is another point besides the one that my fam thinks of me one way)  I just wish that the things I do are visible to the ones that matter to me and its not that way.  I'll just do my thing and whatever happens, happens.  Its funny that the people that make me feel F'd up are those that i dont ever want to make feel F'd up.  Then again do i Deserve it?

OK OK .  SO THE LAST BLOG WAS A LIL NEGATIVE BUT IM BEYOND THAT.  TOMMORROW IS SCHOOL AND I AM READY TO BE ON MY SHIT.  I WENT TO CATALYST THIS FRIDAY AND IT WAS JUST FOR AN HOUR AND A HALF AND I FELT SO HAPPY TO BE THERE.  MY BOY KEVIN TOLD ME HOW TO FIND SOME PEOPLES ON MYSPACE AND I FOUND SOME.  I ALSO REACHED OUT TO SOMEONE IVE BEEN WANTING TO SAY HELLO TO BUT JUST COULDNT.  SOMETIMES I CANT SAY HELLO TO CERTAIN PEOPLE (USUALLY GIRLS)  BUT YEA.  SO IT FELT GOOD TO BE THERE CUZ I HAVENT GONE FOR LIKE 2 MONTHS AND TO ME THAT SUCKS.  I AM GOING START GOING AFTER WORK IF I CAN JUST TO SEE PEOPLE THAT I ENJOY BEING WITH.  I HAVE THIS LOSS PREVENTION MEETING ON THURSDAY FOR MY JOB,  SOME IDIOT DECIDED TO STEAL FROM MY JOB, LIKE A RIDICOULUS AMOUNT OF STUFF.  YOU WOULD THINK THE PERSON WANTED TO OPEN THERE OWN BLOCKBUSTER.  I HAD AN INCREDIBLE DECEMBER AND I HOPE THE YEAR GOES JUST AS WELL.  TILL NEXT TIME (AWAY WITH NEGATIVE ENERGY!)

I wish people in general would just be themselves more.  If your fake look at yourself and say damn,  I am a flake, fraud or a lame.  I usually am all chilled and just like to bug out here and there.  The thing is,  sometimes people judge others and when someone does judge someone the person judged is like well thats why this person thinks that or you know why this person came to that conclusion.  In this place the few that have judged have so much to learn about life that its sad.  Its sad because of the fact that these small handful of people cant stand in my shoes ,let alone walk in them.  I guess the reason im sayin this is because more than anything people down here are great actors and thats whats frustrating.  In the bronx i can pretty much see who you are but, down here they pretend on some dumb shit.  On the otherhand I know very real people down here but,  they all come from either my school or catalyst with one exception.  This lil town or whatever its called is lookin pretty bad when it comes to society.   I guess the only reason im writing this is because i am annoyed after dealing with that fake slut chick from a while back.  Shows me that down here its all about what you got.  Back home its about what you do. 

I GOT BACK LAST NIGHT FROM THE BX AND I GOT TO SEE ALL YA MUTHA FUCKAS THAT I MISSED AND SPENT NEW YEARS WIT THE WARRIORS.  ILL TRY TO GET THERE FOR THE SUMMER OR SOMETHING I DONT KNOW HOW OR WHEN.  THE COLD WEATHER WAS GOOD TO FEEL AND THE FALLING SNOW TOO.  I FOUND OUT ABOUT SOME PEOPLE AND I FOUND OUT GOOD KNEWS FROM ANOTHER.  I SEE THINGS IN A BIG PICTURE AND SEEN WHO IS WHO.  NOW I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK AND I HAVE TO GET MY GRIND ON AGAIN IN SCHOOL.  THIS QUARTER IS VERY SPECIAL,  COMING BACK FROM MY HOMETOWN I SEE WHAT I MUST DO. NO IF ANDS OR BUTS.  IM GOING IN ONE DIRECTION AND THATS FORWARD I HOPE MANY I CARE ABOUT ARE GOING IN THE SAME DIRECTION AND WE CAN MEET UP.  WELL YEA IM READY FOR ANYTHING AND SEEN WHAT I NEEDED TO SEE.  I MISSED MANY AND HAD FUN.  THIS YEAR DO YOUR THING AND MAKE SURE NO ONE HOLDS YOU BACK.